May 25, 2020
Author: Sylvia Gutierrez
Even though I know you fulfilled your purpose, and even though I know in whose presence you abide, and even though I know I will see you again one day soon, I STILL cry a million tears today. But God is with me
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This temporary separation STILL stings, and your absence is a black hole in my heart that rapidly and ferociously consumes my strength. But God is with me
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Even in the maturity of Christ, the weight of your loss is immense and each day STILL feels heavier than the last. But God is with me
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Jaguar, my son, I love you and I’m completely faint at the thought of my life without you here. BUT GOD IS STILL WITH ME
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Jaguar’s first Memorial Day. We want to thank those who sent us messages throughout the day, shared tributes with us, and came by to pay their respects. It was also the first visit for Gabby and Apollo since the burial. Thank you for your prayers and support. God bless our soldiers.


